Well 48 hours from now we should be at the hospital. I last talked to S on Friday before her Dr. appt and haven't heard from her since, so the stress continues. It's so hard for people to understand the ups and downs that we are facing. I feel like we should mostly experiencing excitement right now, and everyone keeps asking if we are excited. Of course we are, but we are also very stressed out. We are not at all sure that this is even going to work out. We may not even make it to the hospital on Tuesday, or we could spend 3 days falling in love with this little girl, only to have our dreams crushed in the end. So yes we are excited, but also scared to death and it's not the normal fears that most new parents have, it's so different.
On the bright side, we have our bags packed and our ready to go. The thought of this little girl being our brings joyful tears to my eyes. Our hearts are so ready to become parents, and although it's simply an amazing thought right now, it could very soon be our reality.
God's love,
S&Z
About Me
- sarahe83
- I have become passionate about food. I believe health begins with what we eat. I think it's important to eat real food, not stuff that comes in a box with ingredients that can't be pronounced. I love to cook. I want my children to grow up healthy. I am a medical professional who believes our medical system is completely backwards and broken. Over the past few years, my views on food and health have made a complete 180 degree turn and I feel better than I can ever remember!
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